Tuesday, December 7, 2010

BUAK

A few days ago, my heart was broken. FOR THE FIRST TIME.

Of course, my brothers and friends broke my heart so many times. But the difference is you can easily kick them, punch them in the face or kill them and then the next day, you would still be together. Boyfriends are hard to deal with. You just can't easily punch them. Everyday, it's a constant battle between your head telling you to kick his ass and your heart asking you to kick your own instead.

And because it was my first time to be brokenhearted, I asked some friends how did they deal with it <so that next time I'll know how to handle the pain and move on bitch> and here is their best and the most common suggestion:

1. GO OUT WITH FRIENDS GET DRUNK GET WASTED GET WASTED GET WASTED

So here were the things I did when I was heartbroken:

1. Called Hanee.

2. Ordered McFlurry and read a book at McDonalds


3. Went to the church. Thought of eating something to make me feel better.
4. Went to boyfriend's university.
5. Thought of getting drunk but wasn't feeling well
6. Went home. Watched videos. Waited for the boyfriend to come home.
7. Finally realized I was heartbroken.


What a stupid day it was. I don't want to experience it again. Damn. And to you who broke my heart,  I WANT TO CUT YOU INTO PIECES AND MAKE YOU BEG  FOR YOUR LIFE. I love you. 

















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